| Okay. I'm ready. This post will take a lot, emotionally, but it doesn't matter. No one reads this, and thats the way I like it.
November 5th.
Well, I'm here in newspaper, realy bored, and I was thinking about you. Normally I only do this for peple I'm mad at, but like I said, I'm bored. OK, now for the real reason I'm writing.
I just want you to know that I love you. All I know is that I've never felt this way about anyone before. This feeling is more deep, more powerful than anything I've experienced. Its physical, yeah, but its intense emotionally as well. YOu look at me, and I can tell you feel as strongly as I do. There is sucha sense of warmth and security when I'm in your arms.
I don't know if you feel the same, but I really hope you do. I've falen pretty hard the last few months, and its going to hurt if something goes wrong with us. It'll hurt a lot.
Anyway, love is a wonderful feeling, and sharing that feeling is indescribably wonderful. I close my eyes and I see your face. I 'space out' and hear your voice. I hear you calling me pretty girl. The average person is said to fall in love six times throughout their life. I feli like I'm a floating baloon, and you're the string.
I've never trusted anyone with my feelings. And I trust you wholeheardtedly. I'm just so completely enthralled with you, I just don't want to chance anything. I'm gald I'm with you, and I love you more than ever. You are different than any other guy I've "dated." In about 4 days, our relationship will be my longest and most serious. I say you're different because you genuinely care about me.I never thought high school aged kids could fall in love, but now I feel that as long as you're with the right person, love can find you at any age.
Wow. Its the end of 5th hour now. I started writing this in the middle of 3rd, and haven't stopped. Anyway, I love you, and I hope we stay like this for a long long time.
Tujours
Embedded in history
Your sould and mine
Long long ago
Our souls intertwined
It was our destiny
To be as one, right here
Together in each other's arms
Keeping eachother so near.
But now something's happend
Something changed inside you
We didn't speak for a while
Isn't there something we can do?
I feel so many emotions
Too many, if you ask me
We've been through so much
To just throw away history. |
